It's been rushed I swear
Planned too quick without a care...

It's a dream, a fantasy
Brings no slight beat to my heart...

Let it be still for a beat or two
If it doesn't cry out then I won't need you...

If you don't want me to reach
then don't be a tease...

The walls are closing in with no progress made
Keep repeating the plans, but nothings saved...

The hunger is deep in my bones
buried beneath all my clouded scorn...

I wonder why i wake up crying
I wonder why my crying never stops...

I'm hoping my heart will fail
the breath I breathe no more...

This is me pretending not to care
laying on my side...

I'm sorry i told you bad news
I'm sorry that you cried...

I try to breath as u walk past me
but i cant it gets caught in my throat so i start...

Kissing teasing always pleasing for a fun time
kicking screaming now I'm bleeding from the blade...