Still

looking

for

someone

who

cannot

be

found..

I thought i already get over you.....

then i dream of you...

i love you again....

This is my fairytale...

loving you forever...

while he's your happily ever after...

Keeps on pretending that i'm happy
pretending that everything is okay
knowing it will never be the same
everyday and nights this cold feeling freeze my dreams away..

Reality check:

i love you....

you love him....

YOU and ME....

that's all we will ever be....

I smile...
to cover my tears...
i smile...
to hide my fears...
i smile...
to shield the pain...
i smile...
just to be sane....

Breaking.........

.....in silence.....

I can hear it....
the sound of my heart.... cracking..

Why is it that
my reflection
in the mirror
laughing at me....?