~I *love* you because I *hate* you~

Do you like watching my heart fade away in your hands?

You took my kisses
you took my tears
you took my wishes
you took my fears

there is only one thing i didnt let you take....
the only thing that no man could shake
the sanity that hides within
the sanity i have when we begin

If you don't love me then why do your eyes still soften when you see me...

I wish i could go to the place in my heart.. the place where i keep you... and tear it apart

Pretty in perfection
is how everything is
pretty in perfection
is how i have to live.

Laughter is tears turned inside out

*My heart is empty
My mind is sore
My tears are endless
And I still want you more*

My hands are painted dirty,
the aftermaths of relentlessness.