I'm losing any faith in the world that I had, I've lost the reason for living for me, I'm just here for other people now, don't want anyone to lose their way because of me. That's not worth it. |
I'm so done with people. They just think they are all that. It's so sickning |
People tell me i cant be sad because Im always smiling, no one seems to see that its because that smile is painted over me. |
No one see the tears behind the mask I wear so well, no one seems to care that its hurting so deep inside, no one tires to look behing those painful smiles. |
Its like im running up a moutain I work really hard to get up and be happy, but i know Ill just come down again and stop trying, and fall down and down once again. |
Losing myself, from acting like someone Im not, but now who am I, where did I go, Where is my true face behind all these masks? |
I'm waiting for someone to save me when maybe I should just try to save myself..... |
Im no longer depressed but I am sad without you. |
Live for every day |