Live for every day
Laugh to forget the pain
Love but dont give your heart away

Im no longer depressed but I am sad without you.

I'm waiting for someone to save me when maybe I should just try to save myself.....

Losing myself, from acting like someone Im not, but now who am I, where did I go, Where is my true face behind all these masks?

Its like im running up a moutain I work really hard to get up and be happy, but i know Ill just come down again and stop trying, and fall down and down once again.

No one see the tears behind the mask I wear so well, no one seems to care that its hurting so deep inside, no one tires to look behing those painful smiles.

People tell me i cant be sad because Im always smiling, no one seems to see that its because that smile is painted over me.

I'm so done with people. They just think they are all that. It's so sickning

I'm losing any faith in the world that I had, I've lost the reason for living for me, I'm just here for other people now, don't want anyone to lose their way because of me. That's not worth it.