As I sit here pounding these keys
I wonder who really cares...

Sitting on the beach watching the ships pass by
Wondering if she is in to me...

Why do I look at her the way I do
When it seems there is not a chance...

13 years without a drink
Still learning how to think...

Life scares me in the capacity of loss
Seeing what there is to lose...

When the white dragon flies into the night
he seeks the evil who stroll...

The angels have blessed me
With pain and misery...

As mass confusion sets in
my mind comes to a spin...

Teasing us with time
Death is the ultimate master...

Sitting here confused and alone
Wondering whats still wrong...

I just wanted to write you a note
to tell you how I feel...

Disappointed again......
Thought I`d be used to it...