People are to busy talking shit to realize how it may be hurting me...

My head is spinning my heart is pounding the world is spinning feels like I'm drowning...

And now im in the same spot again i cant believe i fell for your fcuking lies

Every time i feel like iv finally built up my walls they come crashing right back down...

I wonder if he knows i stare at my computer screen for hours just hoping he'll talk to me ...

It feels like i'm just a spectator watching my life go up in flames...

When i look in the mirror i wish i saw something different

And now my heart is ripped in two all because you don't see me the way i see you...

I don't wanna be here anymore i wanna fly away to a place were i'm always wanted and never alone

I never asked to be alive so dont blame me for wanting to be dead