I look at him and swallow
the lump forming in my throat...
Everytime I see him
Tears well in my eyes...
Life goes on
But memories stay...
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't care...
I can't believe I'm so stupid
To have feelings for him again...
I thought you wouldn't hurt me
Your stupid lines were clever...
You were such a beautiful disaster
I regret nothing about it at all...
I can't look in the mirror
Because I'm scared of what I'll see...
I think I'm getting used to it
This is how it will always be...
I know that it's pointless
This thing they call love...
It's funny how it happened
I saw you and knew...
Moving on is so hard
It's difficult to let go...