I love a man,
No marriage for me...

You all look at me and say
“Girl you've been blessed...

Sadness consumes my body,
It never goes away...

Cutting away my pain,
Deeper and deeper goes the blade...

Daddy is calling me,
What have I done wrong...

No one cares if I die,
I know...

*this is a poem my friend Nikkie wrote for me and...
Here's a little poem to show you guys...

How do you go about telling a person you want to...
That you feel so much pain on the inside...

People think that they can take away my...
By not letting me shut or lock my door...

The baby is on the blanket.
The blanket is on the crib...

I hate living.
I wish I was dead...

I'm broken inside of this body,
But glued together on the outside...