I'm not who I
Appear to be...

Why are you blind?
Why can't you see...

It started when you held my hand,
calm on the out side...

I can't draw a picture,
To show you the pain...

The life she lived
was so happy and sweet...

The pain is too full
To withstand...

I see you lurking there
With that evil smirk...

Dark thoughts always there
Dark thoughts trying to tear...

The end is near
It's hard to see...

I promise you I'm not okay
I hide behind the plastic smile...

I can't stand the looks
but I need the pain...

With your eyes on my face
And your hand on my waist...