Friends are much safer than boyfriends

I have an aweful condition....the doctors havnt found a cure...and they never will...because loving to people isnt heal-able by medicine..or even your own mind.....just let time do the talking..on your side..or against you...

I use my friends to hid my depression...they make me seem happy alot of the time...... am i a bad person for that?

I cant say i dont feel threatened about all the other girls that love you...i'm afraid you'll leave me for them....but you're holding my weak, cracking heart, please know that i'll always love you.... te amo christian~