You abandoned me! Why would I want to talk to you?! :@

Someone has to fall in love with me eventually, right?

I say when you take that chance to be in a relationship with your best-friend, know that your taking a risk, even though you may seem fine in the first few months, it's high school, and well, things happen..

Decisions are the hardest moves to make. Especially when it's between Doing what you have to do & doing what you want to do. I need to make my decision now.

I think all my friends lost interest in me. I don't really blame them. It still makes me feel like sh-t though.

I'm too awkward to date. I'm terrified of sex, kissing, and any and all other obligations in regards to being in a relationship. I'm also terrified of living alone for the rest of my life.

Nothing will f-cking go right anymore.

I may not show my feelings to everyone, but it doesn't mean I'm not affected by things. :/

Every time I've ever put myself out there, I've gotten hurt. Every time.

I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. (If not to you; then to myself, Dear.)