I feel like the past few years have been the hardest for me. I can never explain it because it's always a blur. |
Foreign and forgotten
Ignored and Rotton...
You believe I'm ok,
Because I show you...
My mind
Is sickening...
Me
They laugh...
Just them them, it was self-hatred
and the pity from them...
Breath in
It will get better...
I wiped my foggy window, crisp with the cold,
and I looked out to see a butterfly...
Just them them, it was self-hatred
and the pity from them...
Me
They laugh...
Every second I stand here, it's a hour.
With the gulit that weighs me down...
I feel so sick when I watch you turn around and love someone else when I'm right here. I feel so sick when you tell me you love me when we both know it's a lie. I feel so sick when you tell me you need me and I believe you so I don't put up a fight |
I use to think I was in love, but every time I get close to the person I love, it's like poison. Every touch hurts, but it's addicting so I keep coming closer it fills me with sadness and makes me crave that love even more. |
If the world was ending and I had one wish before I died, I would wish to be with you. |