I hate this feeling.
The feeling of no one around...

I am in this world.
But am I really here...

I never want to leave your side
Even though I can't show you my emotions inside...

Your coming back soon
And my confidence is going to shrink like a prune...

Stomach starts to ache.
Hands start to shake...

You call me dumb.
Suck up and Bi_ch...

I don't like the way you act.
I use to be the mean one, you the nice one...

I try so hard to keep my head high
Sometimes it gets too heavy and I want to die...

I miss you so much
But can't get in touch...

Are we falling apart?
Have we known each other too long...

A is for all the angry moments I've had in my...
B is for all the blank stares from people without...

How come I can never find you?
I look for you everywhere I go...