my poems are written on my life as of right now. im not cutting anymore, but i still write about it because it was a huge effect on my life, please leave me a comment. I'm 19 and I have grown alot since 2 years ago when I opened this account. I just lost my 3rd friend to suicide. Its amazing how fast your friends can just let go, I didn't even know this girl thought about suicide. if anyone is cutting and needs help I can help you out. I've been there before, and I dont want to see anyone else lose their life because of it. |
**WARNING, THIS IS SUICIDAL!**
NO PLANS ARE BEING MADE...
My heart beat is slowing down
and the cuts still blead...
I try to hide the growing pain
inside deep it stays...
I sit in my bed, alone in the dark
turn on my mellow music...
I've locked all my pain with out and key
to hide my depression deep within me...
Hanging from the bedroom
you couldn't handle pain...
Listen to your heart
let all the pain go...
Hear my whisper
a sweet goodbye...
I wonder if he sees me
am I the invisible girl...
Sparks between us
I can't get away...
Everyone says it'll get better, but it's hard to believe when it seems to just get worse. |
Never risk your heart |
You tell me to hold on, |