I can't believe I'm doing this
I'm back to my old ways...

I feel the floor, and rise myself
Im heads so light and dizzy...

I sit in my bed, alone in the dark
turn on my mellow music...

Why doesn't this addiction go away?
the pain keeps deepening...

Noone can imagine what's inside
the thoughts keep building like ocean tides...

I'm walking down the hallway faking my smile
no one seems to notice whenever I fall...

I wonder how it feels sometimes
to have the pain locked away...

I lost the deepest one
and now in great pain...

If I could only tell someone
how deep the pain is...

You were my best friend
and yet you hurt me...