**WARNING, THIS IS SUICIDAL!**
NO PLANS ARE BEING MADE...

My heart beat is slowing down
and the cuts still blead...

I try to hide the growing pain
inside deep it stays...

I sit in my bed, alone in the dark
turn on my mellow music...

I've locked all my pain with out and key
to hide my depression deep within me...

I lay awake in my bed
what should I do...

I'm tearing myself apart
you're no where to be seen...

I look at your wonderful face
I can see a treasure lost...

I watch the news
is this the day...

I listen to the rain
beat on my window...