I feel emptiness at my throat
I can feel my hair rise on my neck...
I'm tearing myself apart
you're no where to be seen...
I'm running, my skin tearing
my tears burning...
I'm lost inside my pain
why wont you answer the phone...
I lay awake in my bed
what should I do...
I listen very carefully
to every word you said...
I gave up my blade
my one comfort zone...
I've locked all my pain with out and key
to hide my depression deep within me...
As I hang up the phone
I knew it was tonight...
I listen to his voice, for the last time
and hung up the phone for the last time...
My bones are crushing
beneath my skin...
This has been another day
another day full of joyless tears...