I'm walking down the hallway faking my smile
no one seems to notice whenever I fall...
If I told you how I really felt
would you look at me the same...
I'm sorry I haven't been the best
but you're my best friend...
Do you remember our first date
it was at the skating rink...
I wonder how it feels sometimes
to have the pain locked away...
The other night was great
I figured everything was alright...
I try to hide the growing pain
inside deep it stays...
My clothes are drenched in blood
as I write out this good bye note...
I hold on to my teddy bear
just lay on my bed and cry...
My heart beat is slowing down
and the cuts still blead...
A place inside my head
is exploding with thoughts...
Why does my soul still bleed
its a continous pain...