Look this way and realize
that there is a reson for my scars...

Will you miss me when Im gone
Will you wish we never kissed goodbye...

I'm still crying after two monthes
and yet I have another guy...

If I could only tell someone
how deep the pain is...

I'm running, my skin tearing
my tears burning...

I dont know why
these haunt my nights...

My life has been taken away
torn, and eaten at...

I can't believe I'm doing this
I'm back to my old ways...

My first love
was a bunch of s*h*i*t...

I lay awake in my bed
what should I do...

I cut because the addiction builds
i can feel the pain currupting my thoughts...

I hold on to my teddy bear
just lay on my bed and cry...