If I told you how I really felt
would you look at me the same...
In the pain within
I feel I can't survive...
I wonder how it feels sometimes
to have the pain locked away...
I've locked all my pain with out and key
to hide my depression deep within me...
I feel the floor, and rise myself
Im heads so light and dizzy...
My heart beat is slowing down
and the cuts still blead...
As soon as you realize
you turn you gaze away...
My bones are crushing
beneath my skin...
I feel emptiness at my throat
I can feel my hair rise on my neck...
If I knew the words to explain how I feel
I would do anything to hear you...
The other night was great
I figured everything was alright...
I lay in a corner
and watch me bleed...