I thought he could make me a new person.
But I was wrong. He always knew.
Why'd you waste my time!!
(Just script lines I made up.)

"I now know I don't belong here.
I belong where my lover lives..in my homeland. I'd give up new york to be with him. I'm so sad."

There can be chemistry between anybody...ethnicity doesn't matter, people do.

"Because I like you...r personality."

I don't care what they say.

He's no longer around to listen to me read my poetry or read my quotes upon life.

I now see his true colors and they are not beautiful.

"That's like telling me its over when your not really telling me."

"I make fun of myself:
Asking myself when is the wedding.
Knowing there won't ever be one anymore.
=(

My problem: I allow people in the past to affect my daily life.
I wish I could end it.