I miss you, Dad.
But I know its never gonna be what it was..when I was a little girl.

Diaries are a human's best friend.

Just because I am not friendly doesn't mean that I am a mean person. I have a heart and its been left plenty of times, friends and lovers. Maybe I'm afraid..

Mom if you die before me, I will not be present at your funeral. Thanks for everything.

I can do good when I'm not having fun.
I just won't be good.

I wonder if there is a guy out there that would think I'm so beautiful, of my preference. Without makeup.

I can feel my anger in my stomach.
Rising to my chest.
And that's where it hits me best.

Math is like real life problems.
I finally realized it.

You don't care about me anymore.

I don't want to see a therapist but I feel I have no choice.
Life has a black cloud on me, it's not moving.