Maybe you should try to have more of a life and less of an existence.

You know that I'd be with you if I could.
But I know you don't want that..

Look at how happy we were.
It feels so surreal now..

I get excited off my music and my imagination, all because of you. I want to escape..but you probably wouldn't take me.
-Maladaptive daydreaming

I can't watch romantic movies because all I will be thinking about is you.

You fall in love.
You loose.
Merry Christmas, beautiful ahole.

Do you know what it feels like to miss you...
after all this time?

What if we were supposed to do something?
Not to move on.
Never knowing..
I don't know about you but I don't want to live on what if.

I don't know what you saw in me, but I know I saw more in you.
Always will.
Remember?

I look at my young pictures, and I think I'm so pretty. Now with all the acne marks and the not-looking-my age, but older. I can't stand taking pictures, only if its a necessity. I miss the way I used to be..<3