I honestly thought I could handle you being gone and that he could fix me.. I honestly believed that for once I could forget you... How stupid am I?

My secrets are mine to keep because if I speak of them the world will hate me. So my secrets are mine to keep; hidden away where they are destructive enough to kill me.

There was a time when you swore you loved me; that you would do anything to see me smile. I hope your satisfied that I believed your lie.

Go ahead and smile, tell me everything is fine and I'll be okay. Go ahead and ignore my tears... You never cared at all.

Behind most players is a boy who won't give their everything because the one time they did she walked away. And behind the girl who walked away is someone who was taught by a player never to let someone that close...

As you walk away please look back one more time just long enough to remind you I am falling apart.

It hurts to look at you. It hurts to talk to you. I kills me to lift my chin and say I'm fine..

Dear heart... please stop breaking..

Love passionatley; Laugh when all else fails; And live because it is the only thing you have control of. <3

Friends are enemies wearing masks and time is there exposing cracks.