I'm so fed up with not being able to just get over you. After everything you put me through, how can I still love you?

I'm not supposed to care anymore... but in all honesty I do... And it still hurts like hell...

I'm sick of you always making me feel guilty for moving on from you. If you can throw me around and move on at will, why the hell can't I? As of now you do NOT have that control.

Everything is my fault. I was stupid enough to let him go now all I do is hurt. Everything is so messed up and I just keep hoping it will get easier but instead I just get it all shoved back in my face.

Everyone is always saying suicid is the easy way out... for me its the only way out.

That first love never ever fades, I realised that when I saw you with her and wanted nothing more then to ball my eyes out... and that exactly what I did when I was alone that night.

Give me one good effing reason why I should stay? Why this time is going to be any different then the last time we walked this broken path?

The first part to letting go is admiting you have to..

I'm on the edge, ready to jump over and terrified that no-one will stop me..

I've messed up before, but this time hurts more then ever before and I'm falling apart and don't deserved to be put back togeather... not this time around...