And after everything you've put me through, you are still the one I will always run to...

You just don't get it do you? No matter what I do, I can't seem to get over you... It's not fair because I have finally found someone else worth fighting for, and I don't even have the strength to try because I'm still hung up on you...

I'm still nothing more then a broken girl with her hopes to high for the love of a boy with other things on his mind...

I've messed up before, but this time hurts more then ever before and I'm falling apart and don't deserved to be put back togeather... not this time around...

I'm on the edge, ready to jump over and terrified that no-one will stop me..

The first part to letting go is admiting you have to..

Give me one good effing reason why I should stay? Why this time is going to be any different then the last time we walked this broken path?

That first love never ever fades, I realised that when I saw you with her and wanted nothing more then to ball my eyes out... and that exactly what I did when I was alone that night.

I'm getting used to you coming and going as you please. But just because I don't show you that it bothers me doesn't mean I'm okay with it. As soon as my bedroom door closes at night, my broken heart shatters again, and I lose it...

He's everything I want. He's Funny, sweet, careing, loveable, and overal amazing. He cares about me... But you've messed me up so bad, I'm terrified of him.