I get so caught up in being broken, I start to ignore ways to fix me..

Christmas time is a time for love,
and she's got all of your's.

Go ahead and smile, tell me everything is fine and I'll be okay. Go ahead and ignore my tears... You never cared at all.

Behind most players is a boy who won't give their everything because the one time they did she walked away. And behind the girl who walked away is someone who was taught by a player never to let someone that close...

As you walk away please look back one more time just long enough to remind you I am falling apart.

For once in my life, I just want to matter to you...

I've moved on? Yes. I am happy with him? Yes. Have I forgotten you? Not a chance in hell. Do I miss you? More then I should...

It doesn't matter how many times you pave the goddamn road, underneath its still broken.

Dear heart... For once in my life can you just forget you are broken and let me be happy

That broken girl is still a part of me; and every once in a while she is gonna pop in and say hello... And everytime I am gonna grit my teeth and ignore her.