Think I'm making a big deal out of nothing? Try feeling exactly what I feel for you and not being able to do anything about it... then you can tell me it doesn't hurt.

You say that you care; funny how you're never there. Funnier still how I still dont seem to mind...

If I sit here and act like nothing is wrong, maybe I can lie to myself and pretend it's all okay. Maybe I can act like you never walked away.

How could something so right, turn out so wrong?

All the smiles; all the laughs; all the silly texts. All the hugs; all the kisses; all the cheesy movies. Late night phone calls; sunset walks; holding hands; all the talk. Was all that a lie too? Just like your "I love you"?

Behind my smile, is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me, and you will see, the girl I am.. Isn't me

Don't ask me why I fight for you. My answer is still the same and no amount time or pain is ever gonna change it. I'd be stupid to just give up now, after all you're the only thing I've ever had that was worth fighting this hard for...

Go ahead and tell me everything is fine, I've always been known for believing lies...

Are you surprised that I don't believe you anymore?

Read the story of her scars; They tell more then she is willing to...