And if I fall again, please dont make me regret it. I'm tired of hurting; I want to smile. So if this is gonna happen, don't let me be wrong all over again...

My heart is not a puzzle... you don't get to take it apart and watch me struggle to put it back together...

I can't move on because I'm stuck in a fantasy that's never going to be a reality...

And I'm sorry that I even bothered to care. I'm sorry that I was always there. I'm sorry for falling head over heals. I'm sorry that I'm in love with you...

For the first time in my life I didn't want to wake up... because in my dreams everything was okay... you didn't hate me... you still said you loved me..

And I'll smile and tell you that everything is fine. In all honesty though; I'm hopeing you wont believe the lie...

I'm not sorry that I fell in love with you... I am sorry that I believed you fell too

Think I'm making a big deal out of nothing? Try feeling exactly what I feel for you and not being able to do anything about it... then you can tell me it doesn't hurt.

You say that you care; funny how you're never there. Funnier still how I still dont seem to mind...

If I sit here and act like nothing is wrong, maybe I can lie to myself and pretend it's all okay. Maybe I can act like you never walked away.