As you walk away please look back one more time just long enough to remind you I am falling apart.

Behind most players is a boy who won't give their everything because the one time they did she walked away. And behind the girl who walked away is someone who was taught by a player never to let someone that close...

Go ahead and smile, tell me everything is fine and I'll be okay. Go ahead and ignore my tears... You never cared at all.

There was a time when you swore you loved me; that you would do anything to see me smile. I hope your satisfied that I believed your lie.

My secrets are mine to keep because if I speak of them the world will hate me. So my secrets are mine to keep; hidden away where they are destructive enough to kill me.

I honestly thought I could handle you being gone and that he could fix me.. I honestly believed that for once I could forget you... How stupid am I?

I thought I forgot what it felt like to be broken, hurt and depressed... Then you had to go and remind me.

I miss you...

Everytime I think things are finally okay, I find out I am wrong...

If I curl up in a ball tightly enough maybe it wont hurt so bad..