So there's this constant pain in my chest, and my tears always seem to be screaming the truth that my heart can't say... It's called heartbreak, baby, and as long as you are here... It will remain that way... <\3

It doesn't matter how much you wish things were different...
Tears won't bring anyone back.
R.I.P Nichole Marie Cummings.
I love you sister.

Losing a sister is the hardest thing I've ever went through... I would not wish this pain and agony upon my worst enemy. I love you Nichole.

1/16/90-7/21/11

I'll be your sunshine after the rain,
Your rainbow after the storm.
Your candle in the darkness,
And your fire to keep you warm. (:

7.7.11

I love that feeling in your stomach where the butterflies are a constant, and the not-quite-but-almost heart stopping breath you take when thinking about that special someone.

7.7.11

"Every night, I look up at the stars, and carefully count them. I wonder... If you're looking at the same star... Thinking the same thought.... --I miss you."

7.5.11

"The day a marine took my heart, was the day I realized.... I would forever be a different person."

7.4.11

"I came into this, thinking it was just a fling.. That you'd go back to the marines, and that'd be it. But now that I really know how I feel about you...... I don't want you to go.." </3

7.4.11

I take all this pain, I put it in rhymes, then you get the chance for the very first time. To see all the hurt and anger inside, to see everything I choose to hide. To experience the pain I choose not to show, there's just so much, that you don't know.

"After two years of unspoken anger and questions... You say... You still want me. With one chance, I would run away with you... And leave the world behind."

6.13.11
3:31AM