"I just can't stop thinking about you, your voice creeps into my dreams... && for a moment... I remember what it was like... To be happy... I miss you."

6.11.11
5:26AM

It doesn't matter how much you wish things were different...
Tears won't bring anyone back.
R.I.P Nichole Marie Cummings.
I love you sister.

Losing a sister is the hardest thing I've ever went through... I would not wish this pain and agony upon my worst enemy. I love you Nichole.

1/16/90-7/21/11

I'll be your sunshine after the rain,
Your rainbow after the storm.
Your candle in the darkness,
And your fire to keep you warm. (:

7.7.11

I love that feeling in your stomach where the butterflies are a constant, and the not-quite-but-almost heart stopping breath you take when thinking about that special someone.

7.7.11

"Every night, I look up at the stars, and carefully count them. I wonder... If you're looking at the same star... Thinking the same thought.... --I miss you."

7.5.11

"The day a marine took my heart, was the day I realized.... I would forever be a different person."

7.4.11

"I came into this, thinking it was just a fling.. That you'd go back to the marines, and that'd be it. But now that I really know how I feel about you...... I don't want you to go.." </3

7.4.11

I take all this pain, I put it in rhymes, then you get the chance for the very first time. To see all the hurt and anger inside, to see everything I choose to hide. To experience the pain I choose not to show, there's just so much, that you don't know.

"After two years of unspoken anger and questions... You say... You still want me. With one chance, I would run away with you... And leave the world behind."

6.13.11
3:31AM