"I just can't stop thinking about you, your voice creeps into my dreams... && for a moment... I remember what it was like... To be happy... I miss you."

6.11.11
5:26AM

"It's funny how you think you have everything... And with one simple look in the mirror... The illusion shatters, and you find yourself... With nothing."

6.10.11
12:15AM

"After two years of unspoken anger and questions... You say... You still want me. With one chance, I would run away with you... And leave the world behind."

6.13.11
3:31AM

I take all this pain, I put it in rhymes, then you get the chance for the very first time. To see all the hurt and anger inside, to see everything I choose to hide. To experience the pain I choose not to show, there's just so much, that you don't know.

"I came into this, thinking it was just a fling.. That you'd go back to the marines, and that'd be it. But now that I really know how I feel about you...... I don't want you to go.." </3

7.4.11

"The day a marine took my heart, was the day I realized.... I would forever be a different person."

7.4.11

"Every night, I look up at the stars, and carefully count them. I wonder... If you're looking at the same star... Thinking the same thought.... --I miss you."

7.5.11

I love that feeling in your stomach where the butterflies are a constant, and the not-quite-but-almost heart stopping breath you take when thinking about that special someone.

7.7.11

I'll be your sunshine after the rain,
Your rainbow after the storm.
Your candle in the darkness,
And your fire to keep you warm. (:

7.7.11

Losing a sister is the hardest thing I've ever went through... I would not wish this pain and agony upon my worst enemy. I love you Nichole.

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