Hey!! I am a music person, i love to play music,. Music is a good way to influence me in my writing whether it's happy or sad, And i take a lot of past events in my life and put them into my poems to spice it up a bit. I am the cynical type who understands depression reasoning and i want to also write poems to and about those people who are in the suicidal place in mind... by the way the oly music i listen to is techno and classical, and i shuffle. =D |
For some reason,
The sun no longer shines...
Dr.Barbara asks me to sit still, while she injects the medicine into me. The needle is huge. When I feel the needle touch me, and move my arm purposefully... Next thing you know there's blood gushing down my arm. "Whoops," I say. |
I know, I need to stop grieving over the past.... but once i do something fun, it reminds me of you... And the grieving comes back again. |