Time to start another day, pretending to be that perfect person, I know I'll never be.

Can I cut it out? I'm tired of this cold hard lump in my chest.

How is this possible? How can I be so tired of life? So ready to throw in the towel? I'm only 16.

Mine is the only face I can see. Mine is the only soul I can feel. Mine is the only heart I feel hurt. Mine is the only scream that i hear. Surrounded yet so alone.

Love? Lies? What's the difference?

My heart hurts
I don't know why
I feel so happy
But want to cry
I feel I'm going CRAZY!!!

So strong, so scared.
so loved, so feared.

Don't worry about me I'll be okay! she jumped off a cliff the very next day.

Shattered hearts. broken dreams. I hate it all. burn everything.

Pick yourself up off the bathroom floor
throw the razors away, and clean up the blood
your so much better then this! your beautiful I swear
but it seems the only one who can't see it is you