I wish I could let out all my thoughts.. Tell them everything.. Let go of the lies and secrets.. Stop hiding the scars and the pain.. And I wish I could just be happy.

I wish we could forget life's pain... and let this moment last FOREVER... <3

I'm sort of living a lie right now... There is just so much going on in my head that I wish I can tell any one but my stupid journal.. but I can't tell anybody the truth of my thoughts because I don't know what's going on in my mind...

After all the shit that has happened, I don't know what to do... I think I'm 110% alone now </3

I finally told my sister everything... And I realize she is hurting as much as I do. Why do we feel like this....? I just hope she NEVER hurts/cuts herself like I have. I couldn't stand to see her in pain!

If I could let my pain out through tears I wouldn't have to carve it into my arms...

Isn't is awkward as hell when you see your ex again for the first time after the break up? :L

I have never beein "heartbroken". I think a better way of describing it is that it breaks a little more each time someone hurts you and the more you are hurt, the worse you get emotionally.

I have no purpose in life... should I kill myself already?

I do not think I am worth ANYTHING. I don't deserve to be happy. I don't deserve to have people care about me.I definitely do not deserve to be alive. I put others before myself because I simply do not deserve any better.