I finally told my sister everything... And I realize she is hurting as much as I do. Why do we feel like this....? I just hope she NEVER hurts/cuts herself like I have. I couldn't stand to see her in pain!

After all the shit that has happened, I don't know what to do... I think I'm 110% alone now </3

I'm sort of living a lie right now... There is just so much going on in my head that I wish I can tell any one but my stupid journal.. but I can't tell anybody the truth of my thoughts because I don't know what's going on in my mind...

I wish we could forget life's pain... and let this moment last FOREVER... <3

I wish I could let out all my thoughts.. Tell them everything.. Let go of the lies and secrets.. Stop hiding the scars and the pain.. And I wish I could just be happy.