Kay this poem might be a little confusing if i...
Since I'm here...

Someday I'll be everything
You wanted me to be...

I know you hurt..don't lie
I feel your pain through your eyes...

Your face is fading from my memory quite fast
Your laughing i have tear filled eyes..we arnt...

I am the kuroi tsubasa chouchou
I wonder how much longer until i can take to the...

Heart broken head ache ...
I sleep inside, outside I'm awake...

Behind the make up..& the dark colored clothes..
There lives beauty.. that nobody knows...

Tonight..your gone
Tonight i realized..i should have known all along...

Beautiful spirit
Beautiful words if you can hear it...

You're older than me
Yet I cover your eyes...

I can choose a knife but i choose a pen
I can choose drugs but I've chosen my friend...

I fell to my knees..you caught me
I fought depression..you fought beside me...