A silent forest I found myself to be,
Walking, but it was so dark I could barely see...
Eyes watery blue beneath red sky, sky clouded in...
suffocating at the claws of darkness...
Falling is all I see when I think of you
Falling so far down that nothing can help...
I sleep with my teddy bears,
but i dont care get up in there...
Lash,gash
Slash after slash...
Another cold long night apart
where holding your picture is the closest we are...
Holding you close as we slowly dance
across a floor full of invisible people...
I'm there kissing you sofly
My warm smooth naked body...
Waiting for you to contact me,
worrying where you are...
What if I dragged this blade across my wrist
and slowly let my blood trickle out...
You've let me down for the last time
I've dealt with you too much...