What nourishes me also destroys me inside

I cant be who i was anymore... its amazing how blood and tears can change your life and you cant turn back you just have to go forward and hope not to die anymore

Dear heart please stop beating.. then you cant hurt me no more

My weakness is i care too much

People say i should stop but tbh i love my scars there a part of who i am and how i feel it shows the memories

Its a shame i loved someone death can reach :/

I became this person because of you...
please help me back to the person i was i cant do it alone :/ you made me into this self hating, self harming, never good enough person i hope your proud of yourself :(

Sat in the road in the rain and darkness with tears running down my face and blood dripping off my wrist just praying for a car to come

The moment when you dont know what to do either to cry, bleed, scream or laugh :/

Sadest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you...
i cant live without you, i need you in my life but you dont need me in yours now you got her.. i'll leave it for a while..then death may do us part