Maybe one day it will be ok again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes. I just want to be ok again.

Don't fall into the trap of pretending everything's fine when you know it isn't.

I'm not my usual self being quiet and lonely isn't 'me' crying all night, acting all day this isn't how it's supposed to be.

I wish i had something to blame so i can stop for this agony,
something i can take my anger and sadness on

Looking up at the sky at all the lives lost
Hoping I'm not too much of a disappointment to you
Missing you lot loads :/
why'd you lot have to leave :/

Knowing your not suffering anymore
is the only way i can deal with you death

You can't just hug me and say it's okay because when you don't know it is

I bleed for you that's why I cut those simple scars are just deep thoughts.

I have a tendency to hurt myself physically, when I'm hurting inside.

Love is the slowest form of suicide