I used to wonder if the happy times together
Were worth the tears I cried alone
When the day comes that I actually start to matter
By then, I wouldn't even wanna know

I can't tell you that I've treasured my past,
And I can't tell you where I want to go;
But if there's one thing that I absolutely know,
It's that I'm dying with every breath I take.

You still mean everything to me, but you're just not worth the fight anymore.

You asked me what was wrong and I smiled and said "nothing", then I turned around and whispered "everything".

"Pull and twist my heartstrings like you do
Even after what we've been through
I know in my heart, one thing is true
My soul is always gonna yearn for you" -I Dare You to Love Me, Malazjha

"You once said you'd be there for me whenever
To wipe the tears you unintentionally caused
To argue with me over the stupidest things
Then make me smile after it all" --Victim of an Equivocator, Malazjha

Why is it so hard to find that old fashioned, photo booth kissing pics, lend me your favorite jersey, slow sweet kisses, watch a movie every Friday love that my grandparents have ?

"I could stop the tears
I could hide the pain
but whatever's hidden in the scars
will always remain
I could change my whole image
I could find someone new
but the love I could have for him
will still pour out to you..." -Goodbye, Malazjha

"The louder silence becomes
the weaker the light in her eyes
the longer her skin doesn't have warmth
the smaller her heart is in size..." -The Girl Inside of Me, Malazjha

"Bittersweet memories
That's really all I have left
And as you slumber and forget
I'll be right here, remaining to regret..." -Bittersweet Memories, Malazjha