Pain has taken over where pleasure once lived, now pain is my new pleasure.

One misjudgement can change the ebb and flow of your life, now I am drowning in my mistake and no life guards are around to save me from myself.

Life is full of choices, some are easy and some are hard but all have to be made.

I crave the cold winter's touch, to look upon the earth as it is bare of life. Much like my soul, only the shadows to keep me company.

What's the use in going on anymore, all that is out there is pain and sorrow. Yet I continue to open my eyes day after day. I would rather stay in darkness where i have made friends with the shadows.

Cold Steel
Warm flesh
Red blood
Eternal darkness

As the darkness falls,
the shadows come out to play.
Evil creeps patiently across the landscape,
casting its cool touch upon everything.
What is hidden during the day,
now enjoys its freedom.

Death only comes once, cheerish it.
life just brings more and more
Upon the weary and heart broken.
Death is the only rest you will have.
So carry your burdens and walk towards
the light, because peace is at the end.

I find warmth in the darkness
I find life in death
I find pleasre in distress
I find suffering in wealth
I seek the answers
but never ask the questions

Why try when you will only fail
why care when no one else does
why worry it is all out of your hands
why read when you don't understand
why continue when there is no hope