He got kicked out...then came back months later...now hes getting kicked out again...and all for the same girl...

Promises are never kept.....

My friends are leaving me...my families going crazy all around me...what am i suppose to do when every things slipping from your hands??

Slowly ever so slowly my families falling apart...my friends are leaving me...my wrists are getting worse...slowly ever so slowly I'm thinking about taking my own life...

Life goes on
time flys by
my days seem to get longer
but my nights get shorter
i go on with life
with no choice but yes

Some people don't know when to stop

You ask me why i cut myself.....yelling at me to explain..now you know why...its always been about you

I need someone to talk to.....but i can't talk to you.....

How am i going to trust somebody when I've been hurt so many times??
how am i suppose to open up to them when i cant even open up inside??

Writing is the only way i can tell my story but its not the same as having you with me.....the words i write can't give me advice or tell me what i should do.....writings not the same as a best friend