Now that i had to leave my friends behind all i have to talk to is the walls...but they arnt the best at conversations....

Im not bullet proof :(

He killed me
i built myself back up
i wasnt much but i was still alive
i met someone new
they healed me even more
but now he wont let me go with him

&&im still in love
but ill i heard
was nothing

Never mind ill find someone like yu....
i wish nothing but the best for yu...
i remember what yu said..
sometimes it last in love but....
sometimes it hurts instead...

Im waking up and im alive

I cant be mad
i cant be pissed
yu have other friends and another life
yu can have fun without me
but im here
not there
im not in yur life </3

Hes so far away....i cant see yu but only a few days every six months....how can i know what yu say yu mean..yu only can talk to me by phone....how do i know yur not lying??

&& the blade slides across my wrist
because of what yu said
i start to let yu into my life
but the second i do yu put me down
why cant i just make yu proud for once??

Maybe yu'll listen when im lying in a coffin