I need help...
i cant do this alone...
i cant keep going on pretending im okay...
i cant keep walking down the hallways seeing people laugh and be happy while im dying inside...
i cant keep pretending.....

I went to see my sister today in the hospital.it was hard. i wanted to see her but seeing her like that scared me. she's only five and she went through all of that. she was so happy to me but all i could do was stare and my heart would break inside.

You messaged me and said that we're still friends...after everything you call me your friend...why can't i be more though??

I thought i couldnt trust anybody but now i realize i will always have my big brother to rely on no matter what im going through...hes my hero and i want to be just like him when im older :)

You asked how i was months after you broke my heart. i told you please not to talk to me. you asked why. what am i suppose to say to that??

I wish everything would be okay...thats all i want for christmas now.....

Its stupid to ask someone 'is something wrong' when obviously something is not right...

Bad things happen for a reason, they may lead you to someone youre suppose to live the rest of your life with or they may lead you to find out who you really are. one bad thing may seem like the end but just remember that everything happens for a reason.

I wish i could take back everything i wrote on facebook about you...

Half a family can never be whole again.....