You were so good. the one everybod loved. you were the one who had all the answers. and the one who knew his way. now youre lost and you dont even know it.

You asked me for a second chance but blew it by cheating on me with my bestfriend

Im watching his life fall apart in front of me...all my family is...only hes to in love with the girl thats ruining it...

Everyones told him that shes no good but hes to deep in her spell to see it...

Just because i say im okay doesnt mean im telling the truth.....

When you ask someone if theyre okay you dont listen to their voice thats lying to you...
you look at into their eyes and see the words screaming at you silently.....

You ask me why i cut myself.....yelling at me to explain..now you know why...its always been about you

I need someone to talk to.....but i can't talk to you.....

How am i going to trust somebody when I've been hurt so many times??
how am i suppose to open up to them when i cant even open up inside??

Writing is the only way i can tell my story but its not the same as having you with me.....the words i write can't give me advice or tell me what i should do.....writings not the same as a best friend