I cannot comprehend the way you look at me
with those thoughtful, slanted eyes - those lashes...
Her body's submerged in fibrin;
a marionette doll of her own physique...
She speaks in monologue,
even ignores walls...
Social media's such a bore:
we click and flick, dismiss fat chicks...
Click
... clack...
Like a snow rabbit
you ran past my window plants...
Forgive my smile, forgive the gift
I sent for Christmas, the mountain...
When I think of us, I think of that night
you and I lay together on the couch...
You, with your ever-glowing lights.
I don’t know why my heart longs...
My aunt gave me twenty euros
ready to ambush...
Breathe on my skin, slowly,
let me relish at the way your chest...
The limit of 10 PM turned into something-AM.
I still drink and wait for you whilst semi-sober...