The cutting dead
The pain still there...

Think happy thoughts
Is what she said...

I once cut
I once bled...

You come in looking very hot
you sit on my bed, uncomfortably looking at me...

I feel my self-slipping back down
My happiness coming to a halt...

My heart beating slowly
as i slip into the deep dark shadows...

The pains to much, can't take it anymore,
the cutting so deep...

As I sit in my room and pray to god I would just...
I now feel death's icy fingers pulling me down...

I have no thoughts about how long my life will be...
My life doesn't agree with what I want for it, It...

I cut because i don't give a f**k
One day I'll leave this hateful place...

No matter how many times I try,
I can never die...

Another day,another page to add to my notebook...
i know it's bad, but i just wanted to write...